ShadowPrincess

Of all times I've felt under pressure, I've kept my composure, at least on the outside. Right now, the feeling of defeat is honing in on my will to stay strong. We work, we sleep, we work, we sleep...it's a never-ending cycle. Then at the end of a 14-day cycle I get a pay check and when I should be glad to have money...I'm not. My check is gone before I even get it. I'm working to pay debt, and debt works on stressing me out. When will I come to a paycheck that I've worked for to do whatever I want with? Right now seems like never. Some say I'm one of the strongest people they know. I think that's because I don't let everyone in on the bullshit going on in my life. I try to just do what I have to do and move on to the next thing. I keep a lot of the personal chaos away from those who don't have any business putting their 2 cents in. Today I need to find a way to get some funds...and how that's going to happen I'm not sure. One woman said I should donate some plasma. I've never done that before, but it's looking like the only way I'm going to pay for the gas I need to get to work. Guess I've got a new thing to add on my to do list for Thursday. As for breaking my shell...I think there's a few more layers left before I'll cave. I'll probably spend my day building more walls before letting anyone get to me. Jump...then jump some more. For now...snore!

Today...technically it's Wednesday, October 27th but I have yet to sleep so I'm still stuck on Tuesday. I have more than enough to say and not enough time to get everything I want to say out. So, I thought about this idea one of my friend's provoked in me to start a blog and we'll see how it goes. Time for sleep or be sleepless. Snore!